Seeker

I saw myself in a Quidditch Cup, a game where I have to struggle hard to stay put in the broom. I have to be strong and attentive in seeking the snitch. I have to stand guard on my post and be a good keeper of my precious knowledge that I can use as a weapon to chase the darkest wizard of my past. I shall not let a scar scare me or even let a Dementor chill my soul.

This just the start of the triwizarding tournament. I need more strength to face all the hexes, jinxes, curses,and spells that'll thwart my may to the triwizarding cup.  

This is just platform 9 3/4 where my adventures would start in the wizardry world, wherein many clever witches and warlocks would choose to hurt or like me.

I'm just glad that along the way I met friends, friends that no matter who I am would stay behind my back in times of being a hero or being a coward. In times of failure in every potion Severus Snape would give. In times of success whenever I manage to look straight into Draco Malfoy's eyes. This things: strength,beliefs and my friends together with my family would guide me in the maze, a maze where things isn't fair.You have to turn back to see if your in the right path.

I'll just always bear in mind that the mocking songs of the merpeople and the dashing beauty of the veelas could sometimes bring me to the trouble and give me pain.

But i can't just wait in to be in the yule ball. I know things would be wonderful even won-won (Ron Weasley) wouldn't be there (because of his stupid old party dress) or even Victor Krum wouldn't take notice of me, I can see my Harry waiting in the middle of the crowd.

Hay! Enough of this dreaming. I should be back in the game in time to get a glimpse of the snitch. I know, we can win...I can win in my struggle to reach my snitch, my dreams.

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Disclaimer: I don't want to be accused of plagiarism here so I would clear myself as early as now. This post had been inspired by Harry Potter books written by J.K. Rowling, which had been a blockbuster movie. I'm an avid fan, thus explains how I came up with this piece. This had been written Four years ago [that long] and I thought it had been lost till I found it lying neatly under the pile of my messy clothes.

I would also like to apologize for some grammatical errors *smile*


"Lahat ng bilihin nagmamahalan na...tayong dalawa nalang ang hindi..."

Blinded

I stop with a halt.

It’s hard to deal with gazillion thoughts

Running through my head

But,

My heart inevitably keeps on pondering.

The details remain ruined

I was anxious

I wanted it to end.

I briskly let my lid close

But, across the darkly dim room

I could still see your ashen face

I struggle to keep my eyes closed

Steady as I wanted to be

Yet, I could still see you

I could still hear the thumping of your heart.

My own tried to mimic the sound

My lashes moist with tears,

I just couldn’t.

It’s far harder than I ever imagined.

My soul drank with dizziness,

Not aware of you could hands

Against my bare nakedness

My eyes bolt open

But, it didn’t take long.

I blink, and then you’re gone.

I embraced myself

I let the chill of loneliness

Cut my soul to pieces.

It’s blurry. I wasn’t able to see clearly ahead.

It’s hard to look for the light

when I don’t have you in my heart.

"Lahat ng bilihin nagmamahalan na...tayong dalawa nalang ang hindi..."

That Guy

 

Delinquent and dumb ass,

That’s all you seemed to me.

Rumored much and playboy,

Easy-going-happy-lucky type of guy,

Chauvinistic and care the less,

Thinking I know you that well.

Talking about biased based gossips,

I couldn’t care that much.

Wasn’t it all until that day?

I’ve known you since then,

From that day onwards

I couldn’t complain to fate, could I?

Nevertheless, I am happy our world intertwined.

Behind all those gossip

I have seen the honest real you.

The guy who hates peanuts,

Yet love strawberry jams.

The guy who loves techno music,

The guy who stands up for what he believes in,

The guy who’s so much a gentleman that he got confused for being a playboy,

The guy who takes things lightly,

 The guy who always listens.

Moreover,

You are that guy I had fallen in love with,

Right at that moment…

That day I found you crying and your heart bleeding right in the middle of nowhere.

"Lahat ng bilihin nagmamahalan na...tayong dalawa nalang ang hindi..."

Bestfriend

Minamahal kong kaibigan,

Nagdadalawang isip ako kung dapat ko bang sabihin sayo ang bagay na ito. Nahihiya. Kinakabahan. Natatakot. Samot saring emosyon ang nadarama ko habang sinusulat ang liham na ito. Pero you're my bestfriend na eversince the world begun. So, I decided na i-share na rin.

Meron akong matagal ng minamahal. Pasensya na kung itinago ko sa iyo ha at least ngayon ini-open ko na. Yun nga, I started to like him the first time na nakita ko siya. Love at first sight ba tawag doon? Ewan ko. Basta ang alam ko I experience tachycardia, dyspnea, palpitation, and flushing tuwing nandiyan siya sa tabi tabi. Para siyang signs and symptoms ng isang sakit na mahirap iwasan. Pero I tried pa rin na kalimutan 'tong feelings na ito kahit mahirap... still... mahal ko pa rin siya. Isang disease process ang love ko sa kanya na nagsimula sa eyes na na-perceive ng aking hypothalamus sending signals to my nerves papuntang heart diretsong lungs at dumaloy sa aking sistema.

Gusto mo sigurong itanong sa akin kung bakit hindi ko i-pursue ang love sa taong iyon. Bakit nga ba hindi? Pwedeng pwede kong sabihin sa na I'm deeply ill in love with him kaya lang... kaya lang hindi ko kaya. Duwag? No, I'm not. Alam mo ba kung bakit hindi ko kaya? Sige, itanong mo. Kasi pagmamay-ari na siya ng iba. Yes, friend. May mahal na siyang iba. Pwede ko siyang agawin kung gusto ko pero di ko keri. Di ko kayang agawin siya sa taong mahal niya.

I bet gusto mo akong sermunan ngayon at sabihing "You're so tanga!" Better look for another medicine boylet. Na-try ko na rin yan. Di pa rin tumalab. Up to now I'm still in love with him.

Naglalaro siguro sa utak mo ang question na "Sino ba ang taong iyon?" Gusto mo ba talagang malaman? Sige sasabihin ko but promise me one thing... you're still my bestfriend despite of what you'll know, okey?

Friend
I'm sorry but...
I'm inlove with you----------you're boyfriend.

I'm sorry talaga!

Love, 

You're bestfriend

P.S. Promise I'll never try to snatch him away from you!
P.P.S. Pero if you want you can share him with... "what are friends are for?"
P.P.P.S. Or better yet, bigay mo na lang siya sa akin.

"Lahat ng bilihin nagmamahalan na...tayong dalawa nalang ang hindi..."

Sulat para kay Kupal

"I thought I would never ever fall inlove... until I saw that girl in the corner of my eyes."

Nakakainis ka. Ang gulo-gulo mo. Sabi mo sa akin never ka ng ma-iinlab kahit kaninong babae dahil mahal mo pa rin siya. Ngayon sasabihin mo sa akin na may mahal ka ng iba at limot mo na siya. Unfair yata yun, tsong. Sinikap kong huwag kang mahalin kahit na sa tuwing nandiyan ka para akong sinasakal ng bawat ngiti sa labi mo. Kulang na lang kapusin ako ng hininga at mamatay sa harap mo. Aba! Hindi mo naman yata alam kung gaano kahirap ang magpanggap na hindi ka nakikita at naririnig. Nakaka-aning! Mabuti nga at hindi pa ako dinadala sa mental hanggang ngayon, eh.

Akala mo ba...yun lang ang hirap at pasakit na dinanas ko...marami pa.

Walang gabing hindi ako umiiyak dahil sa katarantaduhan niyang bunganga mo. Biruin ba namang sa araw- araw na magka-usap tayo ay siya ang palaging bukang bibig mo. Ayos ka talaga! Daig mo pa si Kris Aquino sa kadaldalan mo kapag siya ang topic. Hay! Ako ang kasama mo pero siya ang laman ng isip mo.

Minsan, muntik na akong magpakamatay...paano ba naman!? kung di ka sang damakmak na loko-loko... I-post ba naman sa Facebook na in a relationship ka with her. Buti nalang nagamit na ni Mudra ina lahat ng klorox nung naglaba siya kaya hindi ko na-inum. Pasalamat ka hindi pa kita minimulto ngayon. Buti nalang din at char mo lang ang post na iyon.

Teka!

Hindi pa tapos. Alam mo bang nakagawa din ako ng kagagahan ng dahil sa iyo. Natatandaan mo si Anna Batungnakal? Yung classmate natin last semester na puro braces ang ngipin at maraming pimples ang noo at baba? 'Di ba crush ka noon? Muntik mo pa nga siya maging ka-date noong student's night. Buti nalang natakot ko yung tao. Sinabi kong kukulamin ko kapag hindi ka pa tinigilan...haha...naniwala ang loka.

Oha! Di ba? Sabihin mo ngayong hindi ka unfair. Nagtiis ako at kinimkim itong nararamdaman ko. Pinilit kong kalimutan kesa ipaalam ko sayo ang pag-ibig kong ito. Tapos ngayon...ngayon...Naku! Pasalamat ka pa rin sinabi mong ang taong bago mong minamahal ay walang iba kung hindi---- AKO... kung hindi ikaw mismo papainumin ko ng klorox.

HmpF... Sige hanggang dito nalang...

And I love you too, kupal.

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"Lahat ng bilihin nagmamahalan na...tayong dalawa nalang ang hindi..."