April 11, 2011

REFLECTION


Last January 2011

"The beginning of knowledge is the discovery of something we do not understand."
- FRANK HERBERT

As a soon to be nurse (officially), we need to be exposed to different areas or field of nursing for further learning and exploration. 

I do not usually stop by the school clinic for I seldom got sick during school days. So, I am basically not oriented on how everything works at the area. Thus, during my first day with my partner, I honestly do not know what to do and how to act. But, later on I was able to be accustomed on the environment. Little by little I was able to do task at hand independently like when I was able to inject hepatitis vaccine without the supervision of Ms. Charisma, the school nurse. I usually accompany Ms. Charisma to the emergency room whenever cases are needed to be referred to the E.R. of Olivarez General Hospital, such things were the school nurse’ responsibility. I learned what to do to a patient with a lacerated wound before delivering him/her to the emergency room. We were also thought on how to improvise splint. 

Mostly, elementary and high school students stop by the clinic for relief of their complaints. School nurses are in charged of the student welfare as well as their safety and security. Thus, if a patient’s complaint wasn’t able to be relieved within 30 minutes to 1 hour, the clinic personnel’s contact the student’s parents.

The amazing part I was able to experience at the area was being familiarized with the dental equipment. Luckily, we had a chance of being a dental nurse once we were able to master those.

During my four days stay at the school clinic I was able to observe the advantages and disadvantages of being a school nurse.

Knowing the dental set up and instruments is one of the advantages of being a school nurse this could be consider as an edge compared to other who were not exposed at such orientation.

Information dissemination to faculty and students is another one, being an health educator is one of the core competencies of being a nurse.

One disadvantage I was able to observe is there’s no room for improvement in terms of complex knowledge since the cases in the clinic were just repetitive. Maximization of nursing skills rendered were only limited. 

Given a choice, it would be okay for me to work at the clinic but once I am no longer contented I would look for a different field that would pacify the growth of my competency.




"Lahat ng bilihin nagmamahalan na...tayong dalawa nalang ang hindi..."

March 25, 2011

You?

My heart melts with just the sound of your cheerful laughter.
One meter… our only distance apart each other.
I always want to cross that wall,
Yet all I can do is laugh along your jokes.
I can’t bring myself to get near you,
More than what we had right now.
I envy her who can…
Who can say what she feels,
I envy her, because I am scared.
Scared to be rejected and let my heart get hurt.

                                …I want to get away from you,
                …but I can’t just get away your irresistible charm!

Oh gosh! Stupid heart, it’d fallen for the wrong guy again… you!

- December 17, 2010


"Lahat ng bilihin nagmamahalan na...tayong dalawa nalang ang hindi..."

Untitled?

The rustle of the leaves,
The whistle of the wind,
The calmness of the sea,
The chirping of the wind,
Oh, can’t help but sigh!

Scenery of peace,
A hymn of unity…
It’s what I ever dreamed of,
It’s all I long to see.

Deep down,
I am lost in a world full of pretensions.

I hide in my heart those wish…
Those wish…

Someday, yes someday,
I can find my own serenity.

- January 07, 2011


"Lahat ng bilihin nagmamahalan na...tayong dalawa nalang ang hindi..."

Revealed

I try to hide this feelings,
but now my heart's secret had been unsheathed.
The shield I tried to protect had been shattered.
I fear this moment,
my own smile betrayed me.
You now hold a part of my dark realm,
without thinking I thrust the last reasons in my mind...
towards you,
I let my defenses surrender.
Now, you know...
the only thing left to do is ask,
would you leave and hate me?
or accept my insane love and hold me dear to you?

- January 09, 2011


"Lahat ng bilihin nagmamahalan na...tayong dalawa nalang ang hindi..."

A wife's Goodbye

I’m a martyr or maybe a masochist--
We live on lies,
We both hurt each other several times.
Countless times I cried,
But I don’t want to bid goodbye.

I stayed with you for so long;
Hoping you’ll change, I was wrong.
You’ve beaten my heart sadistically
With no remorse you can even smile while holding her hands.
I stay awake at bed waiting for you to go home,
While you’re lying naked on her bed.

True to what had been uttered at the first line,
I am a masochist no doubt.
I still love you,
What should I do?

Don’t blame me if I wish to end this misery.
Silently, I will leave you on her arms.
Worry not, I will not dare bother you,
Your own happiness is enough for me to smile.
Peacefully, I bid world goodbye.
I bid you goodbye, my beloved husband.
I love you!

--March 06, 2011; 11:28am

"Lahat ng bilihin nagmamahalan na...tayong dalawa nalang ang hindi..."