A whisper under the rain

Bluebell Books: Short Story slam week 11

Her hair freeze under the rain,

Glad she can still smile despite the pain.

Behind these oblivious gray sky

Is an impending whisper of good bye!

In this park where I first met her

Is where I always want to spend time with my love—

Not possible, I know…

Had to accept that fact despite the welling ache.

Under that cold sad rainy night,

I watch as her body fall on the wet ground.

As the last bubbles disappear in the air,

I whisper good bye with a tear unnoticeable under the rain.

Set me Free

I wonder where happiness resides.

When will darkness take away this fright?

Can the moon light my day?

Will the sun guard me at night’s dismay?

When will the star shine my eyes?

Sparkle like a diamond…

Soft as the fresh flowing snow,

These are the feelings I want thee to know.

Blissful rays of sunlight melted my heart,

Back at one, still undecided where to start.

Ah, maybe I should take full steps,

Knock at thy door and open thy heart.

As my smile is the key,

Hold me and forever let me be…

Moonlight adorn thy beauty,

Free flowing I am all but ready.

Take me to thy citadel,

Make me your queen

And take away this pain…

With you— happy I shall be.

"Lahat ng bilihin nagmamahalan na...tayong dalawa nalang ang hindi..."

I am a Yaoi Lover

What is Yaoi?

Yaoi (やおい) A.k.a. Boys' Love is a Japanese popular term for female-oriented fictional media (Anime/Manga) that focus on homoerotic or homoromantic male relationships. Originally referring to a specific type of dōjinshi (self-published works) parody of mainstream anime and manga works, yaoi came to be used as a generic term for female-oriented manga, anime, dating sims, novels and dōjinshi featuring idealized homosexual male relationships. The main characters in yaoi usually conform to the formula of the seme (攻め "attacker") who pursues the uke (受け"receiver"). In Japan, the term has largely been replaced by the rubric Boys' Love (ボーイズラブ Bōizu Rabu), which subsumes both parodies and original works, and commercial as well as dōjinshi works. Although the genre is called Boys' Love (commonly abbreviated as "BL"), the males featured are pubescent or older. Works featuring prepubescent boys are labeled shotacon, and seen as a distinct genre.

Reasons why I like Yaoi

1.       Uniqueness: For me unique ang story/plot ng bawat yaoi manga na nabasa at anime na napanuod ko na.
2.        There’s true love: it made me realize that true love exists between two persons with the same gender. Sabi nga sa isang English BL story na nabasa ko, “A man can love a man the same way a man can love a woman!” Oha…
3.       Papables: Maraming yummylicious doon haha echos… Pero seriously sa mga Yaoi stories na nabasa ta napanuod ko puro mga gwapo ang mga lead characters. Yun na!
4.        Inspired: Well, reading yaoi made me… gave me ideas how to write “aherm” scenes… Alam na!
5.       Kilig Factor: Ewan ko ba pero pag nababasa/nanunuod ako nun ay kilig to the bones ako sa mga eksena at linya… Ayeeeii!

Yaoi Anime/Manga I like

1.        Papa kiss in the Dark (Anime: OVA)
2.        Bukiyou no Silent (Manga)
3.        Junjou Romantica season 1 and 2 (Anime: OVA and Manga)
4.        Love Neko (Manga)
5.        Sensitive Pornograph (Anime: OVA)
6.        Koisuru boukun (Anime: OVA)
7.        Saa Koi ni Ochitamae (Manga)
8.        Ikoku Irokoi Romantan (Anime: OVA)
9.       Kirepapa (Anime: OVA)
10.        Koi ja nai kedo (Manga)

One of my Favorite Yaoi Site: Aarinfantasy

Secret lang ito ha! Haha echos... *Smile*

"Lahat ng bilihin nagmamahalan na...tayong dalawa nalang ang hindi..."

Nonsense Segundo

Last last month I posted about the Nursing Licensure Exam: Nonsense Uno and guess what people... I PASSED! Woot! Yeah, isa na akong dakilang nurse na kasalukuyang walang trabaho at tambay sa bahay. Hanggang ngayon pakain at border pa rin ako ni Inay.

Pero okay lang naman, 'wa reklamo si Inay! Well, isa lang naman ang laging nakasimangot 'pag andyan ang presensya ng kagandahan ko eh, Si Step Papa! WEW! Eh, akala mo naman may pakinabang din siya? WALA!

Anyway, mag-oOath taking na ako at sa wakas makukuha ko na rin ang pakaiingatan kong lisensya. Juiceme! Wag naman sanang ma-revoke agad... pupunta pa akong Tate!

Speaking, kanina sa usapan ng mga lasing naming kapitbahay, na sa aming bahay pa napagtripan tumagay ay laman ako ng usapan... Kala nila di ko alam, ha! Bleh, alam ko kaya... Ayun nga, pumunta na daw ako ng ibang bansa specifically, Dubai! Naman, di pa ako nakakapagsilbi kay inang Pilipinas ay pinapalayas na ako agad. 'Wag naman, di ako ganun! Kulang na nga ng medical staff dito sa bansa (kasi maraming tambay, hehe!) makikisali pa ako sa walang kamatayang pagpunta dun. AH, oo nga pala pupunta pa rin ako dun, hindi pa nga lang ngayon.

Ang drama ko lang naman ay, "Wait for me, Harry Potter, my loves! Omo~"

So, iyon muna... Good luck to me nalang sa paghahanap ng work! BOOM!

"Lahat ng bilihin nagmamahalan na...tayong dalawa nalang ang hindi..."

SWAY

SWAY

Grab my hands, let's sway with this dance.

Feel the jazz of my caress.

Let me nestle my cheeks on top of your head.

Like a wild rose, your jet black hair smell desire.

Up my hands travelled from your waist.

Let me pull those strap down your milky shoulder.

One by one, drop that mini-black-dress on the wooden floor.

Strum the guitar, in this heavy metallic buzz.

Let me spell to you the lyrics of this song—

Aha! Look deep into my candid eyes.

Ablaze. Baby, all I want is to hear you scream!

Beneath those heavy fluttering lashes,

I can see the mutual sentiments.

Let this unstoppable rhythm guide you.

Take my hands, sway…

"Lahat ng bilihin nagmamahalan na...tayong dalawa nalang ang hindi..."

Innocent Steps

Innocent Steps

Do you mind if I get naked?

Or is it only me who cares?

For you, I’m just a baby—no less.

Shitness! It’s all but senseless…

Do you mind if I say this?

Yeah, dude you’re not but a mindless coward…

Let me say this…

Let me hear your guttural moan.

I am but a child, innocent as I may seem.

Dance with me in this tune of fire.

Let me burn with every touch,

Chill my spine with every caress.

Brush your lips with mine,

Leave not until sore.

Do you mind? Do you mind doing this?

This sin. This endless dream.

I am but in hell… who cares?

Just love me, old man!

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DISCLAIMER: This is nothing but a poem but if you’re under age or you’re still immature— DO NOT BOTHER TO READ! Sorry for the use of words [e.i. *shitness* `might need emphasizing!]. Holy goat, don’t even think of that color—GREEN!  What’s gotten into me? Really, I just thought of this. And why the hell I am even EXPLAINING. Just… just… Lalala! What ever! 

"Lahat ng bilihin nagmamahalan na...tayong dalawa nalang ang hindi..."