NANUNUYOT ang lalamunan niya ng idilat niya ang kanyang mga mata. ‘Sa lahat ng maaring mapanaginipan ay ang mga tagpong iyon pa ang nation!’
It is sheer dumb luck na nakaligtas siya that rainy night na ikinadawit ni Vesta sa gulong kinasasangkutan niya’t dulot ng dalawang taong ‘di niya akalaing magagawa iyon sa kanilang mag-ina.
Ipinilig niya ang ulo’t dumiretso ng kusina upang pawiin ang uhaw na nadarama niya. Pabalik na siya sa tinutuluyang kwarto ng may matipunong brasong pumulupot sa beywang niya.
“I thought I would never see you again,” he murmured in her ear. She gasped when his hold tightened almost crushing her out of breath.
She can feel his warm muscular chest pressing on her back. ‘What shall I do? I’d been careless…’ She shivered in her helpless position.
Sa likod ng dilim na bumabalot sa kusina alam niyang aninag nito ang kasalukuyan niyang itsura. Her messy mouse brown curly hair was hanging loosely down to her waist. She isn't even wearing her thick black rimmed glasses neither her prosthetic big teeth to complete her disguise. He had seen her face—the real her… the beautiful one and not the old fashioned maid he knows.
“Don’t leave me again,” he whispered in agony and his painful almost acidic voice made her hate herself even more. His lips brushed with her skin charging electrical currents up and down her spine. Behind his teasing scent is the mixed smell of cigar and brandy in his breath.
She wiggled out of his hold putting up her best effort to forget how much she missed this snugly man. But despite her full strength she has no match with his despite his drunken state.
Pinihit siya nito paharap. He leaned forward, his forehead touching hers, “Do you know how much I missed you?” Hindi pa rin siya makapagsalita. Her brain’s in verge of hysteria. He could not have seen her in that state if she was careful and not acted so carelessly, and she hated her self for that.
“Do you—you don’t miss me, do you?” muli’y tanong nito habang unti-unti ay lumiliit ang distansya sa kanilang mga labi.
She misses him, of course. Not the Devil she loathed—she misses the rocker boy she used to adore up stage, singing for her. But she refuses to admit that thought… that emotion. She doesn't have the right after leaving him in a miserable state not so long ago. It almost cost him his career—all because of her. ‘Hell, I miss you so much,’ she wanted to blurt out but had no courage to do so.
“I-I do not w-wish to be here. Le-let go of me!” instead she stuttered through gritted teeth. But instead of letting her go, he silenced her protest with a kiss.
She struggled with all the strength she can muster with no success. He continued to kiss her… crushing his lips with her dry lips as if through that he can punish her, until she no longer struggled out his hold. With her body relaxing, he deepens the kiss making her moan with pleasure.
She let her defenses down, allowing herself to be free with the rocker boy once more just like before…
Six months ago, in a bar in Makati
HINAYAAN niya ang sariling sumayaw sa saliw ng musikang tinutogtog ng popular na banda. It’s one of those night that she wants to freely breath without the suffocating scolds of her over protective mother.
In between grinding her hips with the tune of the music ay napatingala siya’t hindi sinasadyang nagtama ang paningin nila ng bokalista. She gave him a big grin and a playful wink and in return he pointed at her with a smile.
Nang matapos ang performance ay halos maubusan ng hininga na bumalik siya sa kinauupuan bago niya maisipang sumayaw.
“Another shot of tequila,” she shouted at the bartender beating the load noise of the next performer up in stage.
Inilapag nito sa kanyang harapan ang baso ng tequila at isang glass of bloody Mary, making her frown. “I didn't asked for that,” tukoy niya sa Bloody Mary. Maang na itinulak niya palayo sa kanya ang baso when a hand suddenly appeared grabbing the glass of liquor.
“I do order that,” a husky voice whispered in her ear sending shivers to her damp—from sweat, skin. His lips curved into a smile when she looked up the stranger. He's the vocalist she had an exchanged of body language with.
She’s maybe tipsy but she can perfectly read between the lines. “Oh, thank you!” she winked, flirting back.
What happened next was blurry fuzz in her brain. All that she knew is he had his arms at his waist and his tongue down to her throat. Clothes were dropping on the floor. A brief chilly coldness hugged her nakedness but was immediately replaced with fiery heat when his hands caress her bare skin. She tightly griped his hair as their dance rhythmically reaches the bridge of the song…
LALO nitong hinigpitan ang hawak sa kaniyang baywang. And there’s no point of turning back. Gumapanng ang kaniyang kamay paakyat sa batok nito. He moaned when she grabs a few stands of his hair, twisting it in raging passion as his tongue deepened the kiss—trailing every corner of her hot mouth. Instead of fighting it, she returned every kiss, equally sucking their air… matching their every move, synchronizing their tongues together.
Hindi niya alam kung gaano sila katagal sa ganoong posisyon, namalayan na lamang niya na tila lumulutang siya sa kawalan. He had her thighs wrap around his waist habang naglalakad patungo sa kwarto nito. Patuloy pa rin ang halikan nila habang abala ang mga palad nito sa pagdama sa iba’t ibang parte ng kaniyang katawan. Bawat dapyo noon ay umuusok, tila ba matutupok sila sa isang apoy.
She misses him. She misses him so much her heart is aching. Aching from all the secret and lies she has to feed him.
Naramdaman niya ang paglapat ng malambot na kama sa kaniyang likod. He’s on top of her, in between her parted thighs. That's when she realized he no longer had his clothes on, giving her a full view of his proud treasure.
“M-martin…” she gasped, unti-unting gumapang ang palad nito papasok sa suot niyang manipis na sando. “Ohhh…” she heard her own sweet moan when his hot skin made contact with her breast. She writhes under him when he started fondling her nipples. More sweaty moans escaped her lips, making the man on top of her smirked, satisfied with his self.
“Oh God!” Martin lowered his head, grazing his hot tongue around her now hard bead. She was out of breath, lost in the ecstasy of intimacy.
Lalo niyang nadama ang pagkawala ng katinuan niya ng ang nanunukso nitong munting dila ay gumapang pababa sa kaniyang puson. He stayed there a little longer making her arch her back with every ticklish feeling and as the sensation boils her blood she screamed for more.
“Hmmm… ohhhhhh… P-please Martin…” nagbingi-bingihan ang binata, nagpatuloy ang pagbaba nito…
She felt the hot kisses trailing her pearl, from her spot to her two wet folds. Para itong maninisisid na nakikipaglaban sa tide currents makuha lamang ang inaasam na kayaman sa ilalim ng karagatan. His speed increases, using his expert tongue and fingers to give her pleasure, stroking her spot like there’s no tomorrow. The muscles of her vaginal walls were contracting. Soon enough, she cried in ecstasy when her insides exploded.
When her muscles finally relaxes ay naramdaman niya ang pag-angat ng katawan ng binata, staring at her fondly. “I love you…” he murmured, ruffling her hair. And their lips met once again, as he parted her thighs placing his treasure in her cave.
They looked into each others eyes as he thrust insides, holding her gaze as if to say, "You're only mine and mine alone". Lalo niyang hinigpitan ang kapit dito. When she was finally familiar with the rhythm, as sumabay siya sa galaw nito. She meets every thrust, grinding her hips with him. "Oh my God! Ma-martin... I'm... I'm... I'm comm-comming..."
They both felt the building tension at the same time, their muscles contracted uncontrollably, ibinaon niya ang mukha sa leeg nito, biting him as they both reached their destination.
Martin uttered “I love you!” to her ears once again with a pant. She caressed his cheeks lovingly, memorizing every detail, lines, and marks. Ayaw na niyang matapos ang sandaling iyon subalit alam niya, ano mang oras ay kailangan niya ng lisanin ang kwarto na iyon. Living her heart once again to it’s owner.
She felt the sudden wave of exhaustion draining her, willing her eyes closed. Soon enough they both drifted off to dreamland.
And there it goes...