May 30, 2010

Sandaling pananahimik

 Sa Kinauukulan,

      Ako'y pasumandaling mawawala sa mundo ng computer at internet. Mananahimik muna ang beauty ko [beauty daw oh...haha]. Ipapahinga ko muna ang emotera kong puso---maghahanap ng ANGHEL na magdadala ulit sa akin ng heavenly feeling at mala-rosas na kapaligiran. Ako'y magmumuni-muni muna ukol sa mga bagay-bagay na may kinalaman sa aking ka-emohan. Whooo...tatapusin ko na ang paghihirap ko, once and for all magtutuos tayo ex. Sa ayaw at sa gusto niya makikipag-usap siya sa akin---patayan na...haha charr! Gusto ko lang naman ng closure noh.

      Anyway, hindi naman siguro masamang mag-unwind paminsan-minsan lalo na't ngayon pa lang magsisimula ang oh-so-late-vacation ng lola niyo. Bonggang summer duty eklabo yan'. So, see yah all later blogsphere buddies!

     Lots of Love,
     From the innocent gossip-girl,
     ME [xoxo]

"Lahat ng bilihin nagmamahalan na...tayong dalawa nalang ang hindi..."

May 27, 2010

Emo-tera Mode part two

 Bakit ba ako nag-eemote kagabi??

May 26, 2010

I knew it. When I woke up this morning memories of you still lingers. Muntik pa akong malaglag sa kama the moment I checked my Inbox and there’s a message from YOU. I sighed…looked at the ceiling and uttered a silent prayer————

It take a little longer…a lot of courage before I had the strength to read your message. To my dismay it turned out to be group message saying thank yous’ to those who greeted you a ‘Happy Birthday’.

I felt my heart gone numb. It’s beating fluctuated. I sob—— I thought finally you remembered me and wish for us to get back together. I silently prayed that your text message contains months of longing and a passionate sorry, but it was not.

It had slipped my mind. It is your special day today. We used to celebrate Together, but now—

I managed to type a simple greeting message. Just like months ago you didn’t respond. Just a group message and BOOM you’re gone again…

I crawl out of bed and face the bitterness of the day ahead.
Darn that message of yours. I miss you again.

:cry: ~~Vodka for me!! T.T
 [Story of my Life]

"Lahat ng bilihin nagmamahalan na...tayong dalawa nalang ang hindi..."

May 25, 2010

Emo-tera Mode

Big Sigh. I told them I'm gonna be okay yet I am not. I still keep on thinking about you. Every now and then a picture of us together, walking hand in hand keep on reappearing on my oh-so-dumb-mind.

Idiot me. Baka!

Why? Why is it that despite all of those pain you still have a place here in my heart---tsk, yung center pa ang ini-occupy mo. Darn it!

I wouldn't be like this if I haven't love you that much---imagine, for almost five years I have cherished that feeling and what did you do? You only ruined it.

I wouldn't hate you this much [as much as I love you :( ] if you only had done me a favor---letting me love you even you wouldn't love me back. But nah-ah... you're a selfish brute that you didn't allow that simple wish of mine. Loving you from afar would be enough, yet you forbid to.

Stupid Heart---it only beats for you.
Stupid Eyes---it only sees you.
Stupid Hands---it only wants to hold you.
Stupid Arms---it only wants to hug you.
Stupid Lungs---it only wants to breath you.
Stupid Life---it only wants to live for you.
Stupid ME---i can't get over you!
What a dummy! Sigh!
I wish...I wish tomorrow when I wake up, I wouldn't have a single memory of you. Like you haven't been part of my heart even it means forgetting five years of my life.

For tonight, I only want to say Goodbye, my Love.
When morning comes, I know I would still say hello even though I wish to forget about you.

"Lahat ng bilihin nagmamahalan na...tayong dalawa nalang ang hindi..."

May 24, 2010


 I need to let myself go,
set myself free.
You're so tempting.
Desire is killing me.

 "Lahat ng bilihin nagmamahalan na...tayong dalawa nalang ang hindi..."

May 23, 2010

My Immortal: Thirst

SOMEONE slowly crept through the shadows of the wall under the darkness of the night, following every deafening footstep across the other side of the street.
Those footsteps were owned by a merchant. He had been traveling for days; unfortunately he arrived at the city too late that night. He’d been walking for almost half an hour, looking for an Inn to stay and rest for the night. When morning comes, he would get down to business which is looking for his missing daughter. Caught in his deep thoughts, he didn’t notice a girl emerging from the shadows of the wall. Now, she is closely following him.
She sniffed. A huge grin broke on her face as she teasingly licked her red swollen lips. “Ahh…What a luscious smell!” she uttered to herself silently. Her throat is now burning with desire. She’s thirsty. Her last meal had been almost a month ago. It was a sweet innocent infant who was left abandoned in front of the Catholic Church. She didn’t dare doubt drinking that child’s sweet blood for she was drowned with hunger.
One month had been too long that she decided to hunt that night. The ecstasy she and Alanis had shared with a while ago isn’t enough to satisfy her thirst. Now she found a victim.
She opened her wet lips and start humming.
The merchant was startled.  He abruptly stops walking and he slowly turned to look at the girl.
Shalana smiled but continue to hum again and again as if chanting, casting a spell. He is hypnotizing the old man.
Mesmerized, the merchant looked straight in her eyes. He could see her red crimson eyes sparkling darkly under the moonlight.
DOWN the third corner of the street, Rebecca is still wide awake. More than the longing for Alanis, something else is bothering her.  She could hear a girl humming an odd tune. It was the same tune she heard the night before the town’s folks found a lifeless infant in front of the Catholic Church. Te child was pale looking…drained of blood.
The oldies speculated that a blood-sucking-creature had attack the poor child. Others speculated that it was done by a cult currently lurking the city. Some even suggested that it was done by someone secretly living in the old castle deep in the forest.
Two days after that incident she met Alanis. A guy she knows isn’t normal, not a human-----not one of her kind. But she chose to stay quiet, hiding this knowledge from the town’s people out of fear. Yes, she is afraid. She doesn’t want to reveal the identity of her love, Alanis.
Tonight, though she fears of another person losing its life she wouldn’t interfere. She would keep the secret of what that odd tune is for.  She wouldn’t say a single word about a vampire feasting on a human’s blood that night.

"Lahat ng bilihin nagmamahalan na...tayong dalawa nalang ang hindi..."

May 22, 2010

My Immortal: Rebbeca Stuart

My Immortal: Pleasure
My Immortal: Profile

Rebecca sighed. Alanis face keeps on appearing in her head. He had penetrated even her dreams that she’d been insomniac the fast few days.

The other week, she’d been so determined on finding out what was the hidden mystery beneath the abandon castle standing in depth of the forest that the town’s old folks were so afraid of. When she found her way in front of the castle, she’d been out of breath. How could the oldies be afraid of such a beautiful sight? It doesn’t seem old much as the others talked about. To her dismay the door inside the castle were locked. 

She was about to leave when she caught glimpse of a man standing in the lawn dressed in an awkward yet elegant gothic clothes. She heaves a sigh. Hypnotized at those crimson red eyes he possessed. In a split second she found him standing in front of her.

“Indeed this would be the most beautiful twilight I would experience my entire existence with your loveliness in front of me.” The stranger said in a soothing dark velvet voice.

Though darkness is closely impending, Rebecca can clearly study the features of the young man. His skin is pale and glistening. His crimson red eyes looks like his been deprived of sleep for what seems like eternity. His red lips are curved in a sensual smile, the way a teasing lover would do in bed.  She blushed at that thought.

Fear was out of the question, her heart has gone numb beating wildly, faster than the normal heartbeat of a human. She’s so mesmerize she didn’t even care who this man is.

That night had been the most memorable night for Rebecca. For the fast few days, for some reason she feels agitated. She long for Alanis presence…

"Lahat ng bilihin nagmamahalan na...tayong dalawa nalang ang hindi..."

A butterfly: beauty within

Check out the MV of G-dragon's Butterfly. Oh la la it had reached 1million views already. G-dragon fighting!!

Here's the lyrics with romanization and English translation:

G-dragon - Butterfly Lyrics with English translations


It About you a Butter fly
Every time I come close to you (Every time I’m feeling you)
Feel like I’m gonna Dream every time (I get butterfly)

musimko haneureul bwa Like
ne utneun moseubeul darma
yunanhi nunbusingeol Baby
nae harusok neorangman
romaentik han drama
nal ulgo utge hajyo no no no

jamdeulji motaneunde
ne ireumeul bulleoboneunde
nan sujubeundeut gogaereul dolligo
ireoke johahaneunde
jomcheoreom georeummal ttelsuga eobseo

Every time I come close to you (Every time I’m kissing you)
Feel like I’m gonna Dream every time (I get butterfly)
beautiful girl-

musimko ttangeul bwa like
neoui ireum segeulja
neomuna seolleneungeol Baby
naega amulge haejulge
naui sarang geudae-yo

Yo neon machi nabicheoreom
kkocheul chaja naradanineun jeo aicheoreom
sunsuhan nunmangureul meogeumgo
haneulhaneul georineun momjit
areunareunhan ni nunbit
na eotteoke dwaennabwa

Every time I come close to you (Every time I’m loving you)
Feel like I’m gonna Dream every time (I get butterfly)

naega yaksokhalge yaksokhange
eogeutnadeora soktage
just to now the game
da ttokgatae

mwo ireoke bokjaphae
neon namjareul motmitneunde
sarangdo yeongwonhal su inneunde
milgo danggineungeon waehaneunde
jom deo soljik hage gul sun eomneunde
nae nuneul bwa
You See my eyes
You See my lips
Listen to my heart
deullindamyeon nae mare daphaejwo
nae bore kiss my heart
natural heart
Ye that be all I say
neowa nae seolleimman gadeuk hadamyeoneun
urin never ever my breaker
trust me I make love to you

Every time I come close to you (Every time I’m feeling you)
Fell like I gonna Dream every time (I get butterfly)

Ye yo special to me

your turn

la la la la la la la
Ye Butterfly

credits: greenglacious @ blogspot


It's all about you, my Butterfly
Every time I come close to you
(every time I'm kissing you)
Feel like I'm gonna dream every time
( I get butterly)

Unintentionally, I look the sky like
It looks similar to when you smile
Specifically your dazzling [smile] baby
My day consists of our romantic drama
Make me cry and smile no no no

I can't sleep, I call your name
I turn my head shyly (no matter what)
I like it this much
I rarely stop walking

Every time I come close to you
(every time I'm kissing you)
Feel like I'm gonna dream every time
( I get butterly)

Beautiful girl

Unintentionally, I look at the ground like
I flutter so much at your 3 lettered name baby
I'll heal your one small wounds
My love is you

Like a butterfly
You look for a flower, flutter around like a child
Your innocent eyes have a smile
Your body moves like the sky, the sky
Your eyes glimmer, glimmer
I've become like this
(You're the only one girl)

Every time I come close to you
(every time I'm kissing you)
Feel like I'm gonna dream every time
( I get butterly)

I'll promise the things I promise
We missed each other, and it makes me worry
Just to know the game it's all the same
What, it's this confusing
Though you can't trust guys
Love can be forever
Why do you push and pull
Can't act any more honest

Look at my eyes
You see my eyes
You see my lips
Listen to my heart
If you're listening answer me
Kiss me on the cheek
My memories
Yes my heart
Yes that be all I say
If our lovingness continues a lot
Then we'll never break up, trust me
I'll make love to you

Every time I come close to you
(every time I'm kissing you)
Feel like I'm gonna dream every time
( I get butterly)

Ye you're special to me
Your turn
La la la la la la la
Yeah my butterfly
I can't help but admire the graphics. The concept is so amazing! Don't you agree?!

Credits to: YGEntertainment @youtube
                 Suichi @blogger
"Lahat ng bilihin nagmamahalan na...tayong dalawa nalang ang hindi..."

May 17, 2010

Huling pag-sinta

Sa Aking Pinakamamahal,

Alam mo bang ikaw ang pinaka-worst na taong nakilala ko? Simula pa noon minahal na kita.Sinubukan kong umiwas at lumimot pero hindi ko kinaya to the point na kahit boyfriend ko ginamit ko para pag-selosin ka. Silly me! Paano ka mag-seselos kung hindi mo naman ako pinagtutuunan ni katiting na pansin. Imbes na ikaw, si boyfriend pa ang nasaktan ng dahil sa'yo.

Hanggang sa lumipat kami ng lugar. Nagkalayo tayo and I thought I was doing fine till our path crossed again. Naging close tayo. I tell you my secrets and you share yours as well. I was okay with it---contented---basta kasama kita. Tapos bigla kang nangligaw. WOW! Ang saya ko daig pa ng kasiyahan ko ang saya ng nanalo ng jackpot sa lotto. Sinagot kita at feeling ko ako na ang pinakamaligayang nilalang sa buong mundo. Sa super saya ko pwede na akong kunin ni Lord pero charr charr lang yun.

I thought that happiness would never end pero bigla ka na lang hindi nagparamdam. Bigla biglang hindi na ako kasama sa sirkulasyon ng buhay mo. No words uttered. No parting words said. Just like that it was over.

Masakit. Ang sakit sakit. But just when I decided to finally move on I heard na nililigawan mo ang bestfriend ko. Sa pangalawang pagkakataon namatay ang puso ko.

Siguro habang binabasa mo 'to nasa langit na ako. Kasama ng puso kong dinobol-dead mo. Huwag ka mag-alala hindi kita mumultuhin. Ganoon kita kamahal kahit sobra mo akong sinaktan. Sana lumigaya ka sa piling ng Bestfriend ko.

I love you. Mahal na mahal kita.

Lubos na nagmamahal,
you're ex

P.S. Pwede bang kapag pumunta ka sa burol ko pakihalikan ako hindi dahil mag-aala snow white or sleeping beauty ako sa halip para kahit papaano sa huling sandali kahit balat-kayo maramdaman ko ang pagmamahal mo.

P.P.S. Mahal na mahal talaga kita!

P.P.P.S. Sana naman kahit paano...makonsensya ka!

"Lahat ng bilihin nagmamahalan na...tayong dalawa nalang ang hindi..."

May 14, 2010

Daddy Long Legs

Alternative Title: Kidari ajeossi 

Genre: Comedy, Drama , Romance

Film Date: January, 2005
Korea Casts:
Geum Bo Ra, Hyeon Bin, Ji-Won Ha, Jun-Ha Jeong, Park Eun Hye, Seo Young-Hee, Yeon Jeong-Hoon, Yi Shin

Daddy Long Legs is the story of an orphan Yeong-mi with an anonymous sponsor. She grows up to be a bright and courageous scenario writer with helps from Daddy Long Legs. She then falls in love with Junho, who works at the company’s archive.

 "Lahat ng bilihin nagmamahalan na...tayong dalawa nalang ang hindi..."

May 10, 2010

My Immortal: Pleasure

Shalana walks gracefully towards the ancient bed. Showing off her flawless nakedness without undeniable shame. Waiting in the bed is her lover, Alanis. His fiery eyes wouldn’t leave the sight of this beauty in front of him. Following every movement she made as if a specimen under a microscope. With a few stride she abruptly stop and kneel in front of Alanis gorgeous nakedness.
“You’re no doubt a beauty, my Shalana!” Alanis exclaimed
A shed of bloody tear fell down the glistening ashen cheeks of Shalana, “T-then why you had to leave me?” She looked at those crimson red eyes with confusion. She is deeply hurt, yet she can’t afford to hate this man.
Alanis was astonished. In their whole three hundred years of being nineteen together, he had never seen Shalana shed a single tear for him and now----
“I’m sorry. You know how hard it is for me too.”
“She isn’t one of us!” Shalana burst out
He ran out of words to say. He couldn’t contradict Shalana for what she said is true. Rebecca isn’t one of their kinds. She is human. They are immortals. They are vampires who feast on human bloods lurking through the darkness of the night. He tore his gaze away the beauty kneeling in front of him.
Shalana cuffed Alanis chin forcing him to look at her again. “She wouldn’t be able to give you what I can…” She said in a soft enchanting voice while tracing every lines of Alanis handsome face. She brushed her lips to Alanis, luring him to another lyrical passion. Combined with lust and her desperate love for Alanis, she slavishly caressed every part of his body while kissing him from his throat down to his manhood.  He let out a moan, giving in with Shalana’s sensual game. The latter gasp when he yanked her off down his thighs and smother her with a hunger kiss. He slips his right hand to her nape pulling her closer.  While his other hand run up and down her spine. Giving Shalana shivers of pleasures.
Another sensual moan escaped her mouth as Alanis started to make his way down to her swollen breast. His hand running up and down her spine shifted in between her thighs. Shalana threw back his head enjoying the sexual ecstasy Alanis is giving her.
In her mind Shalana is rejoicing. She knew Alanis couldn’t do this thing to Rebecca or he would forever lose her.  The strength both of them possess can kill a human being if not controlled. She wanted Alanis to realize that so to never leave her.
Her mind flew back to what their doing when she felt Alanis sudden thrust in her womanhood. She moaned. Pleased with every rocking movement their body rhythmically swayed to. Again and again they move till they both moaned with pleasure as they reached orgasm.
Shalana smiled. In between heavy breaths she whispered to Alanis ears, “You can’t do that with her, my love”, before planting a wet kiss in his forehead.
Alanis looked at Shalana’s swaying body as she marched out of the room, leaving him confused.

"Lahat ng bilihin nagmamahalan na...tayong dalawa nalang ang hindi..."

May 9, 2010

My Immortal: Profile

Shalana - a vampire who have live for more than three hundred years of being 19 years old. Possess an undeniable beauty and wickedness. She became a vampire after being bitten by her lover Alanis. She loves Alanis more than her own immortality that she is more than willing to let him go.
Alanis- is the lover of Shalana. He loves Shalana, yes no doubt to it but after meeting a certain girl he falls out of love with Shalana. Now he is more than willing to give up immortality just to be with his new found love, but how?
Rebecca Stuart- is a human. The girl who’s Alanis falls in love with.  She met Alanis in her desperate escapade to find out the hidden mystery of the abandon castle in the middle of the town’s forest. Mystified with Alanis Greek beauty, she eventually found herself deeply inlove with the vampire.
"Lahat ng bilihin nagmamahalan na...tayong dalawa nalang ang hindi..."

May 3, 2010

Puppy Love

Name: Brittney *poppie* Aquino
Birthday: January 26, 2010
Birthplace: Timothy st. JK Multinational Village, P'que City
Father: Pipoy Aquino
Mother: Niki Aquino

She is one of my Favorite dog in the world.
Love much Poppie!

"Dogs are mans bestfriends!"

"Lahat ng bilihin nagmamahalan na...tayong dalawa nalang ang hindi..."

May 1, 2010

Heel Say

I remember pa rin hanggang ngayon ung sinabi ni Han Chae Young kay Jandi sa sikat na koreanovelang Boys Over Flowers, "beautiful shoes takes you to beautiful places..." ~~something like that.. I don't remember it that much. Point is, I just so love heels. Kesohodang magkapaltos-paltos na ang feet ng lola niyo kapag naglalakad. Keber! Basta i feel bea-u-ti-ful!!


This is one of my favorite heels!!
~~just wanna share ~~

"Lahat ng bilihin nagmamahalan na...tayong dalawa nalang ang hindi..."