Big Sigh. I told them I'm gonna be okay yet I am not. I still keep on thinking about you. Every now and then a picture of us together, walking hand in hand keep on reappearing on my oh-so-dumb-mind.
Idiot me. Baka!
Why? Why is it that despite all of those pain you still have a place here in my heart---tsk, yung center pa ang ini-occupy mo. Darn it!
I wouldn't be like this if I haven't love you that much---imagine, for almost five years I have cherished that feeling and what did you do? You only ruined it.
I wouldn't hate you this much [as much as I love you :( ] if you only had done me a favor---letting me love you even you wouldn't love me back. But nah-ah... you're a selfish brute that you didn't allow that simple wish of mine. Loving you from afar would be enough, yet you forbid to.
Stupid Heart---it only beats for you.
Stupid Eyes---it only sees you.
Stupid Hands---it only wants to hold you.
Stupid Arms---it only wants to hug you.
Stupid Lungs---it only wants to breath you.
Stupid Life---it only wants to live for you.
Stupid ME---i can't get over you!
What a dummy! Sigh!
I wish...I wish tomorrow when I wake up, I wouldn't have a single memory of you. Like you haven't been part of my heart even it means forgetting five years of my life.
For tonight, I only want to say Goodbye, my Love.
When morning comes, I know I would still say hello even though I wish to forget about you.
"Lahat ng bilihin nagmamahalan na...tayong dalawa nalang ang hindi..."