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The rustle of the leaves,
The whistle of the wind,
The calmness of the sea,
The chirping of the wind,
Oh, can’t help but sigh!

Scenery of peace,
A hymn of unity…
It’s what I ever dreamed of,
It’s all I long to see.

Deep down,
I am lost in a world full of pretensions.

I hide in my heart those wish…
Those wish…

Someday, yes someday,
I can find my own serenity.

- January 07, 2011


"Lahat ng bilihin nagmamahalan na...tayong dalawa nalang ang hindi..."

Revealed

I try to hide this feelings,
but now my heart's secret had been unsheathed.
The shield I tried to protect had been shattered.
I fear this moment,
my own smile betrayed me.
You now hold a part of my dark realm,
without thinking I thrust the last reasons in my mind...
towards you,
I let my defenses surrender.
Now, you know...
the only thing left to do is ask,
would you leave and hate me?
or accept my insane love and hold me dear to you?

- January 09, 2011


"Lahat ng bilihin nagmamahalan na...tayong dalawa nalang ang hindi..."

A wife's Goodbye

I’m a martyr or maybe a masochist--
We live on lies,
We both hurt each other several times.
Countless times I cried,
But I don’t want to bid goodbye.

I stayed with you for so long;
Hoping you’ll change, I was wrong.
You’ve beaten my heart sadistically
With no remorse you can even smile while holding her hands.
I stay awake at bed waiting for you to go home,
While you’re lying naked on her bed.

True to what had been uttered at the first line,
I am a masochist no doubt.
I still love you,
What should I do?

Don’t blame me if I wish to end this misery.
Silently, I will leave you on her arms.
Worry not, I will not dare bother you,
Your own happiness is enough for me to smile.
Peacefully, I bid world goodbye.
I bid you goodbye, my beloved husband.
I love you!

--March 06, 2011; 11:28am

"Lahat ng bilihin nagmamahalan na...tayong dalawa nalang ang hindi..."

Update?

It’s been a long while since I have updated this blog. Some of you might know that I’d been active on Facebook, twitter and on tumblr. Well, it’s not like I don’t have anything to write in here or share with you guys, it’s just that I-Have-a-LAZY-Ass—stifle a laugh!

So, what? I am not lazy right now? No, I am writing today just for the sake of writing, made sense? I just don’t have anything to do and to keep my sanity intact I decided to write... Babble about anything that pop inside my crazy mind.

Anyway, how’s everyone’s hearts day? Mine, was just the usual plain-old-bitter-taste-normal-day, figures. Nothing exciting happened except that my crush accidentally read my love letter for him and doesn’t even know it’s for him. Oh, you can’t blame him though ‘cause I didn’t put any name on it, just this “Dear you” heading. Would he figures? Yes, he could except that he seems to have knocked his brain out of his head to even process that HE is the guy I am talking about in that goddamn letter. Man, I don’t even have the courage to tell him, “Hey, you’re that guy, stupid!” or even ask, “So? Do you love me too or not?”—I would die if anyone made me to. So, kill me for being so stupid myself.

Yesterday, an odd thought occurred to me. Maybe he knows he’s that guy but doesn’t want to admit it ‘cause that could ruin our friendship. We’ve gotten so close now that maybe he doesn’t want to risk that beautiful bond we had. Complicated, arrgh!

What do you think?

So anyway, if you want a peek of the letter just PM me here, richbajado@gmail.com!

Toodles, fellows!

Kisses :*

"Lahat ng bilihin nagmamahalan na...tayong dalawa nalang ang hindi..."

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 It's been a long time since the last time I updated. i will update later, swear fellahs!



 "Lahat ng bilihin nagmamahalan na...tayong dalawa nalang ang hindi..."