October 11, 2011

Top-Post-liker: Picture perfect Boyfriend for Nica




This the price of my Top-post liker.
To be starred in one of my short stoy! yay!
Although, I was left behind... This was supposed  to be done last Monday pa but due to my disease which is as we all know... PROCRASTINATION, it had been delayed.
Hopefully by tomorrow I would be able to post this or later tonight! Tadah!

Signed, (xoxo)

October 3, 2011

Romance on Wattpad

Recently, I'd been writing stories for Wattpad... 
Nakaka-inspire kasi ang mga tao, doon eh, maging ang mga story nila...

Anyway, here are two of my stories currently being posted in the site...




Preview:

Arliza is just an ordinary girl with lots of stories up her sleeves. A newly graduate nurse and an aspiring writer, she thought moving in a new place is just like moving on with heartaches.

She was caught in shock at first but with her long time crush going back to the arms of his ex, she eventually accepted the fact and pressure of a new environment.

All is well at first… Well, that’s what she thought, until she saw her Godly Greek new neighbor standing at her room door way, all but nearly naked. Can she still keep up with the pressure?



PREVIEW:

‘IDOLS! Hah, they think they’re all that kind? Doon yata sila nagkakamali… living with one makes my life miserable. Well, actually… two!’

Vesta is an actress. Una siyang sumabak sa harap ng kamera at the age of 15. She was young, pure, sweet and innocent kaya naman madali niyang nahuli ang loob ng manunuod lalo na sa husay niya sa pagganap ng iba’t ibang karakter.

                Martin is a singer. Sa taglay na kisig at kagwapuhan nito ay marami itong nahakot na fans—fan girls! They will go gaga once Martin step on the stage and hold on a mike. His music rock their world and that’s enough to make their life complete… so they say! Sa kasalukuyan ay miyembro ito ng bandang ‘The Metallic’.

                She has her own version of them. ‘I call them the Angel and the Devil!’ Bakit niya nasabi iyon? ‘Well, you see it’s just so happen that because of some circumstances I had become… their maid!’

Yes, their maid.

                Vesta and Martin are cousins and because mas close silang dalawa amongst their bunch of relatives ay sila ang magkasamang naninirahan sa iisang penthouse sa Makati.
                Vesta is the Angel. Martin is the Devil and she is his slave. Bakit? Si Vesta lang kasi ang nakakaalam ng lihim niya. Lihim na hindi sinasadyang kinasangkutan ni Vesta. Na mas naging kumplikado ng makita niya ang Rocker boy sa loob ng bahay ng dalaga.


If you want to read the stories... 
feel free to visit my account on wattpad... Mharliz




October 1, 2011

Bakit pa?


Bakit pa?

Sa unang pagkikita, nadama’y iba na
Sa pagtatama ng ating mga mata.
Paghanga’y umusbong sa aking pusong napatanga.
Sa kagwapuhan mong taglay
At busilak na kaloobang sadyang tunay
Ako’y lalo pang na-inlove, hay buhay!

Sa isang tudyo ng tadhana
Tayo’y pinaglapit di’ man tagna.
Sa udyok ng damdamin
‘pag wala sa akin ang tingin
Ako sayo’y nakatitig ng taimtim.

Kung bakit ba naman kasi,
Iba ang iyong pintakasi?
Gayung narito naman ako, di man seksi.

Sa takot na ika’y tuluyang mawala
Pinagpasyahang magtapat na
Subalit dili yata’t mali ang sapantaha
Tungkol sa ugali yaring kahalihalina.

Liham na pinaghirapang isatitik
Sa aking harapan ay pinunit.
“Ako’y may ibang ibig,” ani mo,
Na siyang ikinadurog nitong puso ko.

Ang puso kong gutay
Hayun at kailangan na yatang ilamay…
Bakit pa kasi umasa…
Ang isang tulad kong di naman pala papasa.


September 29, 2011

A whisper under the rain




Her hair freeze under the rain,
Glad she can still smile despite the pain.

Behind these oblivious gray sky
Is an impending whisper of good bye!

In this park where I first met her
Is where I always want to spend time with my love—

Not possible, I know…
Had to accept that fact despite the welling ache.

Under that cold sad rainy night,
I watch as her body fall on the wet ground.

As the last bubbles disappear in the air,
I whisper good bye with a tear unnoticeable under the rain.






September 22, 2011

Set me Free


I wonder where happiness resides.
When will darkness take away this fright?
Can the moon light my day?
Will the sun guard me at night’s dismay?

When will the star shine my eyes?
Sparkle like a diamond…
Soft as the fresh flowing snow,
These are the feelings I want thee to know.

Blissful rays of sunlight melted my heart,
Back at one, still undecided where to start.
Ah, maybe I should take full steps,
Knock at thy door and open thy heart.

As my smile is the key,
Hold me and forever let me be…
Moonlight adorn thy beauty,
Free flowing I am all but ready.

Take me to thy citadel,
Make me your queen
And take away this pain…
With you— happy I shall be.


"Lahat ng bilihin nagmamahalan na...tayong dalawa nalang ang hindi..."

September 20, 2011

I am a Yaoi Lover



What is Yaoi?

Yaoi (やおい) A.k.a. Boys' Love is a Japanese popular term for female-oriented fictional media (Anime/Manga) that focus on homoerotic or homoromantic male relationships. Originally referring to a specific type of dōjinshi (self-published works) parody of mainstream anime and manga works, yaoi came to be used as a generic term for female-oriented manga, anime, dating sims, novels and dōjinshi featuring idealized homosexual male relationships. The main characters in yaoi usually conform to the formula of the seme (攻め "attacker") who pursues the uke (受け"receiver"). In Japan, the term has largely been replaced by the rubric Boys' Love (ボーイズラブ Bōizu Rabu), which subsumes both parodies and original works, and commercial as well as dōjinshi works. Although the genre is called Boys' Love (commonly abbreviated as "BL"), the males featured are pubescent or older. Works featuring prepubescent boys are labeled shotacon, and seen as a distinct genre.

Reasons why I like Yaoi
  1.       Uniqueness: For me unique ang story/plot ng bawat yaoi manga na nabasa at anime na napanuod ko na.
  2.        There’s true love: it made me realize that true love exists between two persons with the same gender. Sabi nga sa isang English BL story na nabasa ko, “A man can love a man the same way a man can love a woman!” Oha…
  3.       Papables: Maraming yummylicious doon haha echos… Pero seriously sa mga Yaoi stories na nabasa ta napanuod ko puro mga gwapo ang mga lead characters. Yun na!
  4.        Inspired: Well, reading yaoi made me… gave me ideas how to write “aherm” scenes… Alam na!
  5.       Kilig Factor: Ewan ko ba pero pag nababasa/nanunuod ako nun ay kilig to the bones ako sa mga eksena at linya… Ayeeeii!

Yaoi Anime/Manga I like
  1.        Papa kiss in the Dark (Anime: OVA)
  2.        Bukiyou no Silent (Manga)
  3.        Junjou Romantica season 1 and 2 (Anime: OVA and Manga)
  4.        Love Neko (Manga)
  5.        Sensitive Pornograph (Anime: OVA)
  6.        Koisuru boukun (Anime: OVA)
  7.        Saa Koi ni Ochitamae (Manga)
  8.        Ikoku Irokoi Romantan (Anime: OVA)
  9.       Kirepapa (Anime: OVA)
  10.        Koi ja nai kedo (Manga)

One of my Favorite Yaoi Site: Aarinfantasy

Secret lang ito ha! Haha echos... *Smile*


"Lahat ng bilihin nagmamahalan na...tayong dalawa nalang ang hindi..."

September 10, 2011

Nonsense Segundo

Last last month I posted about the Nursing Licensure Exam: Nonsense Uno and guess what people... I PASSED! Woot! Yeah, isa na akong dakilang nurse na kasalukuyang walang trabaho at tambay sa bahay. Hanggang ngayon pakain at border pa rin ako ni Inay.

Pero okay lang naman, 'wa reklamo si Inay! Well, isa lang naman ang laging nakasimangot 'pag andyan ang presensya ng kagandahan ko eh, Si Step Papa! WEW! Eh, akala mo naman may pakinabang din siya? WALA!

Anyway, mag-oOath taking na ako at sa wakas makukuha ko na rin ang pakaiingatan kong lisensya. Juiceme! Wag naman sanang ma-revoke agad... pupunta pa akong Tate!

Speaking, kanina sa usapan ng mga lasing naming kapitbahay, na sa aming bahay pa napagtripan tumagay ay laman ako ng usapan... Kala nila di ko alam, ha! Bleh, alam ko kaya... Ayun nga, pumunta na daw ako ng ibang bansa specifically, Dubai! Naman, di pa ako nakakapagsilbi kay inang Pilipinas ay pinapalayas na ako agad. 'Wag naman, di ako ganun! Kulang na nga ng medical staff dito sa bansa (kasi maraming tambay, hehe!) makikisali pa ako sa walang kamatayang pagpunta dun. AH, oo nga pala pupunta pa rin ako dun, hindi pa nga lang ngayon.

Ang drama ko lang naman ay, "Wait for me, Harry Potter, my loves! Omo~"

So, iyon muna... Good luck to me nalang sa paghahanap ng work! BOOM!

"Lahat ng bilihin nagmamahalan na...tayong dalawa nalang ang hindi..."

SWAY


SWAY

Grab my hands, let's sway with this dance.
Feel the jazz of my caress.
Let me nestle my cheeks on top of your head.
Like a wild rose, your jet black hair smell desire.
Up my hands travelled from your waist.
Let me pull those strap down your milky shoulder.
One by one, drop that mini-black-dress on the wooden floor.
Strum the guitar, in this heavy metallic buzz.
Let me spell to you the lyrics of this song—
Aha! Look deep into my candid eyes.
Ablaze. Baby, all I want is to hear you scream!
Beneath those heavy fluttering lashes,
I can see the mutual sentiments.
Let this unstoppable rhythm guide you.
Take my hands, sway…



"Lahat ng bilihin nagmamahalan na...tayong dalawa nalang ang hindi..."

September 9, 2011

Innocent Steps


Innocent Steps

Do you mind if I get naked?
Or is it only me who cares?
For you, I’m just a baby—no less.
Shitness! It’s all but senseless…

Do you mind if I say this?
Yeah, dude you’re not but a mindless coward…
Let me say this…
Let me hear your guttural moan.

I am but a child, innocent as I may seem.
Dance with me in this tune of fire.
Let me burn with every touch,
Chill my spine with every caress.
Brush your lips with mine,
Leave not until sore.

Do you mind? Do you mind doing this?
This sin. This endless dream.
I am but in hell… who cares?
Just love me, old man!

***

DISCLAIMER: This is nothing but a poem but if you’re under age or you’re still immature— DO NOT BOTHER TO READ! Sorry for the use of words [e.i. *shitness* `might need emphasizing!]. Holy goat, don’t even think of that color—GREEN!  What’s gotten into me? Really, I just thought of this. And why the hell I am even EXPLAINING. Just… just… Lalala! What ever! 


"Lahat ng bilihin nagmamahalan na...tayong dalawa nalang ang hindi..."

July 13, 2011

Living the glitz and glamour of the BRATS: Lux Uno

  
Meet and greet the famous 3B-Club members...

CHARACTER'S PROFILE


The Insensitive Brat

Name: Chloie Mendrez
Nickname: Loi
Age: 22
Birthday: July 29, 1989
Status: Currently chasing her Love.
School: Bellmar University
Course: Business Administration Major in Managerial Economics
Affiliation: Bratinella Bitch Babe Club or 3B-club
Hobby: Swimming, internet surfing, shopping, mambwisit at magpa-iyak ng lalaki.
Bratz Motto: "I can get whatever I want"
Bratz Love Quotation: "Love is unpredictable; you never knew when it'll hit you."
Bratz Description: The insensitive bitch: She is well known with the reputation "insensitive". She doesn't care whatever other say about her wala rin siyang pakialam kung nakakasakit man siya ng damdamin ng iba. She would say whatever comes in her mind, offensive or non-offensive. She dispose her boyfriends like trash and can get a new one in just a sec. Meeting Jethro changed everything about her mindset...from the insensitive to the persistent Chloie.
Love interest: Jethro Rocco
Reputation in Love: The Aloof Businessman


 The Foxy Bombshell

Name: Laine Vlair Azarcon
Nickname: Laine d’ Foxy Bombshell
Age: 22
Birthday: February 09, 1988
Status: Deniably taken so meaning still Available for possible hookers
School: (already graduated from) St. Benedict University
Course: Fashion and Arts Designing
Affiliation: Bratinella Bitch Babe Club or 3B-club
Hobby: Innocent teasing, Limelight catcher and Striker Queen (so don’t mess up with her)
Bratz Motto: "Option was never been part of my choice because I can always have both, so why choose?"
Bratz Love Quotation: "Hooking up with me makes your balls fluff."
Bratz Description: Narcissist bitch- thinks highly of herself for being reign as the city queen. Enjoys limelight and sometimes sort of a wistful gal but sucked up on betrayals, you’ll never like her when she strikes back (so better hold your back dogs).
Love Interest: Ervin Gariente
Reputaion of love: The Hottie Farmer (alias Mr. UngentleMan)


 The Icebreaker Brat 

Name: Tanya Christie Salvador
Nickname: Tinzz
Age: 21
Birthday: December 28, 1989
Status: Playful Brat
School: St. Benedict University
Course: BSED Music
Affiliation: Bratinella Bitch Babe Club or 3B-Club
Hobby: To kiss every handsome guys in the campus and tease them.
Bratz Motto: "Pareho lang tayong masama: Ako, UGALI. Ikaw, MUKHA."
Motto for 3B-Club: "We're bitch because we don’t let you push us around, 'coz we're stronger than you'll ever be."
Love Quotation: "Ano ba 'yang LOVE?"
Bratz Description: Tyansingera sa grupo, brat, loves playing pranks and kiss boys, happy-go-lucky type. Icebreaker brat dahil sa mahilig magpatawa kapag ang grupo ay wala sa mood, at mahilig tumawa kapag ang mga kaibigan ay laging sinasabi ang salitang Love. Isang brat na mabait at mahilig mang-away ng mga babaeng feeling may ‘K’.
Love interest: Duncan "Duke" Regalado
Reputation of love: The Gullible Basketball player


Snobbing Manhater


Name: Claire Stephanie Tuazon
Nickname: Claire
Age: 20
Birthday: June 08, 1991
Status: Single Snobbing Ms. Linden
School: Linden International University
Course: BS Fashion Designing
Affiliati0n: Bratinella Bitch Babe Club or 3B-Club
Hobby: Mang-snob at magtaray sa mga taong hindi niya feel, artehan ang mga taong patay na patay sa mga boys. Hang-out with her brat mates.
Bratz Motto: "You fool me once but you can't fool me twice. No guys could fool me again because I'm the one who'll fool around."
Love Quotation: "No man deserves my love."
Description: Man-hater, snobbish, mataray, maarte. Snobbing Manhater: Ini-snob ang mga gwapong lalaking nagpapalipad hangin sa kaniya, tinatarayan ang mga ito at minsan nga ay pinapahiya pa, ngunit hindi yata nagsasawa ang mga ito sa kasamaang kaniyang pinapakita. Maarte dahil inis siya sa mga babaeng feeling maganda. Pinakatahimik sa grupo. Mahal lang niya talaga ang mga bratz.
Love Interest: James Kenneth Quizon
Reputation of love: The guy will teach Claire how to love again.

A/N: More of the Brats in Lux Duo ...abangan!

Source: Bratinella bitch babe facebook fan page


"Lahat ng bilihin nagmamahalan na...tayong dalawa nalang ang hindi..."

July 11, 2011

I present the BRATINELLA BITCH BABE CLUB


July 17 will mark the first year anniversary of the Bratinella Bitch Babe Club also known as the 3B-Club. They were known to be fearless, love to gamble and bet, party goers, socialites, and those who are not to mess up with. 

But wait… they are not really what you think of for the 3B-Club doesn’t really exist. Yeah, you read it right people… They are all fictional characters of an 8 parts series.  The club was formed to mark the first ever series of Tagalog online pocketbook collaborated by not 2 but more than 3 writers… The Bratinella Bitch Babe Series!

July 17 of year 2010, naka-isip si ate Tinz gumawa ng series gawa ng pagpupumilit ng makulit na si Empresz na magpagawa ng story kay Krizia (of her with the kontrabida role?). Out of the blue, our favorite beautiful ate Tinz decided that it should be titled as Bratinella Bitch Babe Series.

Unexpectedly, nadawit ang name ko to be part of the series, not as a writer but as member of the fictional club. Names involved were Ate Laine, Ate Clay, Claire, and last was Mary. 

The members as well as the writers were all excited about the series. Bumaha ang emails ko at notification boards ko… all coming from the Toppers involved. Apat ang nagsilbing writers while the remaining people including me just give opinion and additional information to be included in the series. Nakakatawa dahil nandyan ang padamihan ng yaman ng mga characters. It even came to a point na ilan sa member ay tila nagkairingan pero sa bandang huli nanaig din ang walang kupas na samahan ng mga Toppers. 

July 26, 2010… 9 days after the group was formed ay natapos ang 8 covers for the series (oh, diba? Excited nga!) Concepts for the series and each character’s stories were made. At nang ianunsyo sa public (TOP community) ang paglabas ng series ay hindi rin napigilan ang excitement ng mga readers. The first plan was for it to be released as e-book (pdf file) na later on ay nabago.

Line up of characters:

KRIZIA as Krizsy
CLAIRE as Claire
LAINE as Laine
MARY as Brie
EMPRESZ as Empress
TINZZ as Tinzz
CLAYOF as Choie
MARIZ as Cheenie

First line up of writers:

Laine Favela - The Foxy Bombshell versus the UngentleMan, Mary, the Seducing Genius

Diozsa - Bitch Babe meets Mr. Head Turner, The Dangerous Ms. Linden

Clay - The Tigress Untamed Heart, I’m Stuck with You

Empresz - Necesito Un Hombre, I Ran Away with My Heart

Before the deadline may mga pangyayaring hindi maiwasan ng ilan. So, writers, members and TOP officials decided to make changes. I quote, “What happened? Si Ms. Clay ay hindi naituloy ang akda dahil sa personal problem, we understand that. And Diozsa? She suddenly got lost, with no communications at all—the deadline's day itself. Anyway, hindi naman magpapaliwanag 'yun kung ano ang nangyari sa kaniya, and if she explain, I doubt it.” Un-quote!

Second Line up of Writers:

Laine Favela - The Foxy Bombshell versus The UngentleMan, Mary, The Seducing Genius, The Dangerous Ms. Linden.

EmpreszNecesito Un Hombre, I Ran Away with My Heart, Bitch Babe meets Mr. Head Turner

JanraeMendoza + Mharliz - The Tigress Untamed Heart

Sweetlemon + Athena Shih - I’m Stuck with You

Despite those issues, nagpatuloy ang pamamayagpag ng series. Hell, yeah! We survived!

FINDING THE BRATS?

Nagkakilala sina Empress (Empresz) at Krizsy (Krizia) noong grade school (drop-out noong grade 6 si Krizsy. lumipat sya sa isang school at nakilala nya ang isang brat sa katauhan ni Empress.)

Pagtuntong ng 1styr highschool, nakilala nila sina Laine (2nd yr hs - Laine), Tinzz (1st yr hs - Tinzz) at Chloie(2ndyr hs - Clay). Sa kalagitnaan ng markahan ay may isang transferee, si Cheenie(1st yr - Mariz) na naging kaibigan din nila dahil nga mga bad girls sila.

Si Cheenie ay na-accelerate noong 2nd year high school siya at lumipat ng Linden International University para mag-college.

After HS, lumipat si Empress, Laine, at Tinzz sa St. Benedict University (napasama lang si Empress dahil pinapustahang-bf nya ang kapatid ni Laine na si Warren - na laging kasama ang mga heartthobs).

Si Chloie ay nag-aral sa Bellmar University ngunit napadpad sya sa St. Benedict dahil may research syang gagawin (after 3years, 'yung love story ni Chloie e naganap noong mga 3rd yr college palang ang ilang bratz na sina Empress, Tinzz, Krizsy, Claire. Si Chloie ay 4th yr college na nu’n)

Si Krizsy ay sa Linden International University nag-college, sinundan niya si Cheenie doon dahil marami na sila kung sasali pa siya sa St. Benedict.

Nakilala ni Krizsy si Claire (Claire), ang pampitong myembro, noong 1st yr college at sinasamahan ang malungkot na dalaga dahil kaka-break-up palang nito sa bf nito. Walang progress, after 1yr, pumunta ang mga bratz sa italy para mamasyal dahil broken hearted ang dalawa sa grupo, sina Empress (guilty kay Warren), Claire (bitter parin sa break up nila ng ex)

They were just 18-20 years old back then, nakilala nila ang huling myembro ng 3B-Club sa Italy, si Brie (Mary) (na 16 y/o pero matatapos na sa college) lagi nila itong kasama noong nasa italya pa sila at maaasahan ito.

Currently ay tatlong storya na ng serye ang nailabas ng TOP and if you’re all interested to know more about the colorful life of the BRATS, visit http://tagalogonlinepocketbook.com!

Last words: “Happy anniversary my Betchies! Cheers*” 


Sources: Bratinella Bitch Babe Club facebook fan page
              Tagalogonlinepocketbook
              Youtube@empresz
Photo covers: BBBS
Video Teaser: The tease



"Lahat ng bilihin nagmamahalan na...tayong dalawa nalang ang hindi..."

July 8, 2011

Nonsense Uno

When was my last post? Seems like even me do not recall, ikaw pa kaya?
So, sabi ko sa sarili ko... 'I need to update this blog...'
Kaya ayun, here I am writing nonsense again...
Hmmm... maybe, you're wandering where I'd been, right?
I'd been to no where lang naman like where my mind always secluded its self...
yung board exam kasi e... at sinisi ko pa raw sa walang kamuwang muwang na NLE, haha!
Well, partly Oo... may kinalaman ang NLE sa panandaliang pananahimik ng dila ko here in Blogsphere,
dyahe naman kasing makita ng other people na abala sa pagrereview ang isang AKO dito,
gayung sila e very busy sa pagsusunog ng kanya kanyang kilay.
Kaya ayun, yung nonsense na pakikipag usap nalang sa mga libro at kung an-ano ang inatupag ko.
May napala rin naman ako kahit paano, di ako ganoong nangamote sa nakaka-NOSE BLEED na NLE...
Ang tanong, will i pass? Start praying for me folks...

Wala rin namang gaanong patutunguhan itong post ko, eh...
I'll just babble and babble about nonsense nanaman...
So, for now... ito muna...
Update naman ng matatawag ito, right?

hmm... xoxo

"Lahat ng bilihin nagmamahalan na...tayong dalawa nalang ang hindi..."

April 11, 2011

REFLECTION


Last January 2011

"The beginning of knowledge is the discovery of something we do not understand."
- FRANK HERBERT

As a soon to be nurse (officially), we need to be exposed to different areas or field of nursing for further learning and exploration. 

I do not usually stop by the school clinic for I seldom got sick during school days. So, I am basically not oriented on how everything works at the area. Thus, during my first day with my partner, I honestly do not know what to do and how to act. But, later on I was able to be accustomed on the environment. Little by little I was able to do task at hand independently like when I was able to inject hepatitis vaccine without the supervision of Ms. Charisma, the school nurse. I usually accompany Ms. Charisma to the emergency room whenever cases are needed to be referred to the E.R. of Olivarez General Hospital, such things were the school nurse’ responsibility. I learned what to do to a patient with a lacerated wound before delivering him/her to the emergency room. We were also thought on how to improvise splint. 

Mostly, elementary and high school students stop by the clinic for relief of their complaints. School nurses are in charged of the student welfare as well as their safety and security. Thus, if a patient’s complaint wasn’t able to be relieved within 30 minutes to 1 hour, the clinic personnel’s contact the student’s parents.

The amazing part I was able to experience at the area was being familiarized with the dental equipment. Luckily, we had a chance of being a dental nurse once we were able to master those.

During my four days stay at the school clinic I was able to observe the advantages and disadvantages of being a school nurse.

Knowing the dental set up and instruments is one of the advantages of being a school nurse this could be consider as an edge compared to other who were not exposed at such orientation.

Information dissemination to faculty and students is another one, being an health educator is one of the core competencies of being a nurse.

One disadvantage I was able to observe is there’s no room for improvement in terms of complex knowledge since the cases in the clinic were just repetitive. Maximization of nursing skills rendered were only limited. 

Given a choice, it would be okay for me to work at the clinic but once I am no longer contented I would look for a different field that would pacify the growth of my competency.




"Lahat ng bilihin nagmamahalan na...tayong dalawa nalang ang hindi..."

March 25, 2011

You?

My heart melts with just the sound of your cheerful laughter.
One meter… our only distance apart each other.
I always want to cross that wall,
Yet all I can do is laugh along your jokes.
I can’t bring myself to get near you,
More than what we had right now.
I envy her who can…
Who can say what she feels,
I envy her, because I am scared.
Scared to be rejected and let my heart get hurt.

                                …I want to get away from you,
                …but I can’t just get away your irresistible charm!

Oh gosh! Stupid heart, it’d fallen for the wrong guy again… you!

- December 17, 2010


"Lahat ng bilihin nagmamahalan na...tayong dalawa nalang ang hindi..."

Untitled?

The rustle of the leaves,
The whistle of the wind,
The calmness of the sea,
The chirping of the wind,
Oh, can’t help but sigh!

Scenery of peace,
A hymn of unity…
It’s what I ever dreamed of,
It’s all I long to see.

Deep down,
I am lost in a world full of pretensions.

I hide in my heart those wish…
Those wish…

Someday, yes someday,
I can find my own serenity.

- January 07, 2011


"Lahat ng bilihin nagmamahalan na...tayong dalawa nalang ang hindi..."

Revealed

I try to hide this feelings,
but now my heart's secret had been unsheathed.
The shield I tried to protect had been shattered.
I fear this moment,
my own smile betrayed me.
You now hold a part of my dark realm,
without thinking I thrust the last reasons in my mind...
towards you,
I let my defenses surrender.
Now, you know...
the only thing left to do is ask,
would you leave and hate me?
or accept my insane love and hold me dear to you?

- January 09, 2011


"Lahat ng bilihin nagmamahalan na...tayong dalawa nalang ang hindi..."

A wife's Goodbye

I’m a martyr or maybe a masochist--
We live on lies,
We both hurt each other several times.
Countless times I cried,
But I don’t want to bid goodbye.

I stayed with you for so long;
Hoping you’ll change, I was wrong.
You’ve beaten my heart sadistically
With no remorse you can even smile while holding her hands.
I stay awake at bed waiting for you to go home,
While you’re lying naked on her bed.

True to what had been uttered at the first line,
I am a masochist no doubt.
I still love you,
What should I do?

Don’t blame me if I wish to end this misery.
Silently, I will leave you on her arms.
Worry not, I will not dare bother you,
Your own happiness is enough for me to smile.
Peacefully, I bid world goodbye.
I bid you goodbye, my beloved husband.
I love you!

--March 06, 2011; 11:28am

"Lahat ng bilihin nagmamahalan na...tayong dalawa nalang ang hindi..."

February 26, 2011

Update?


It’s been a long while since I have updated this blog. Some of you might know that I’d been active on Facebook, twitter and on tumblr. Well, it’s not like I don’t have anything to write in here or share with you guys, it’s just that I-Have-a-LAZY-Ass—stifle a laugh!
So, what? I am not lazy right now? No, I am writing today just for the sake of writing, made sense? I just don’t have anything to do and to keep my sanity intact I decided to write... Babble about anything that pop inside my crazy mind.
Anyway, how’s everyone’s hearts day? Mine, was just the usual plain-old-bitter-taste-normal-day, figures. Nothing exciting happened except that my crush accidentally read my love letter for him and doesn’t even know it’s for him. Oh, you can’t blame him though ‘cause I didn’t put any name on it, just this “Dear you” heading. Would he figures? Yes, he could except that he seems to have knocked his brain out of his head to even process that HE is the guy I am talking about in that goddamn letter. Man, I don’t even have the courage to tell him, “Hey, you’re that guy, stupid!” or even ask, “So? Do you love me too or not?”—I would die if anyone made me to. So, kill me for being so stupid myself.
Yesterday, an odd thought occurred to me. Maybe he knows he’s that guy but doesn’t want to admit it ‘cause that could ruin our friendship. We’ve gotten so close now that maybe he doesn’t want to risk that beautiful bond we had. Complicated, arrgh!
What do you think?
So anyway, if you want a peek of the letter just PM me here, richbajado@gmail.com!
Toodles, fellows!
Kisses :*




"Lahat ng bilihin nagmamahalan na...tayong dalawa nalang ang hindi..."

February 19, 2011

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 It's been a long time since the last time I updated. i will update later, swear fellahs!



 "Lahat ng bilihin nagmamahalan na...tayong dalawa nalang ang hindi..."